söndag 5 augusti 2012

I don't want to be alone...or do I?

When I walk around in the town where I have my summer place I feel so alone. I'm with my mum and a gang with boys and girls walk by me. I miss that! I've felt that feeling twice in my life, I'm not somebody's priority who they want to hang out with.

I want a girl friend who I can call and text with just silly stuff and that will come home to me if I needed her. I want a boyfriend who I can watch movies with and touch his skin and feel that he's mine. Yeah I'm lonely when it comes to summer, I know that it must be my fault, but I've always been me!

Although I like to be single. When I go out most boys are looking at me and I get the feeling I can get one of them. It's a fun feeling, but I'm mostly just scared for getting a boy. I feel I need to mature a lot, but I guess you're never ready for a boy.

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