Brother and Sister?

Right now as I'm writing this, the oldest of my two brothers is talking with our mum about me. He's in some way trying to find out how he can avoid me AND not live with our father. It's exhausting to everyday here that you are a terrible person that he don't want to be nice to. Everyday I hear from my brother how much he don't like me and that he don't want to live with me. He don't want to be friend with me and don't even wants to be nice to me. He literately wants me to move to dad, so he can live at mum's house.

Also he says that he don't want to live with our dad. He says that he hates to live with him and that he rather commit suicide than live with him. It breaks me to hear this, at least he says that he still loves dad. I really hope that he will grow up someday and that he will like me again.

I miss our childhood when we played every weekend after Pokémon has been on TV. I try to be nice to him. I always talk good about him and just a few hours before he started his long talk with mum about me I gave him a shelf that I bought last year. Hate when people tell me that it will come better times...okay but that don't help me right now.  I want to be a great sister. I'm so sorry that he can't forgive me for my teasing and laughing at him as kids. I forgave him for all the times he hit me, so why can't he forgive me?

We both work differently. I love to talk and he was always been the one who bottle up his feelings. 

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