Love?

I think love  is the most beautiful thing in the world that can happen to a person. Unfortunately I've never been in a relationship. I have all this knowledge about love. I give my friends advice all the time about love. It chocks me that they've never asked me how I know so much, without having any experience. I know that I'm young and there is lot to come for me, but all I've known in my life is that I'm the hot girl that everyone think is weird.

 As I fall in and out of love, I always come to the conclusion that I've only been in love for real once. It's been about 4-5 years and I still feel sick when I just see someone who looks like him. Terrible...I KNOW. I think I believe in true love, but all the love tests on internet and signs telling that the boy you love right now isn't good for you. I truly think that True Love is something only you by yourself can find, not the internet. Sometimes I wish that everything was like a movie, but who doesnt want that? ;)